Used to have nightmares as a kid but since i’ve grown up i havent had a single one, i wondered why for ages and then i realised, its not that i dont get them anymore, they’ve just moved to when i’m awake. So in theory i should sleep soundly, although now instead of waking me up in the middle of the night, they prevent me from getting to sleep in the first place.

When you can no longer help the ones you care about, thats when you know you’re truly fucked

If i’ve learnt anything its that life isnt fair. I see people struggling with life, to keep it even and i look at myself and how much i dont care about mine sometimes. And i just think, i wish i could swap. Sometimes i just wish i could trade places with you, beacuse i know that you wanted it more and treasured it more and would use it much better than i do. I’m sorry i can’t give it to you, i really am.