Sometimes i look at my life and i wonder why i’m still bothering, and then other times i simply try not to think about it.

Is clearly not the person i wanted to be, seeing as not one person seems to appreciate me or even want me around. Must be for a reason.

Funny to think i almost lost a friend over nothing. How awesome my life is.

I can scratch the surface but never go deep enough, i can appreciate the view but never reach the bottom, i can aquire the pills but never seem to take enough to cure the pain. But what i can do, really well, is fail.

Things are startin to get to be too much again :’(

Wish i could clone myself, then there would be two lonely people who would want the company and i would never bother anyone else again. Mind you if you dont like yourself, pretty sure cloning would be a bad idea.

Feel so unbelievably broken right now

Sometimes you just need that one person who can see through your charade, forgive it even and just hug you and tell you its all gonna be ok. But perhaps thats an awfully big thing to ask for.